On occasion, we will say a few words about repentance for this terrible sin of child murder (abortions). (We will talk more about this (repentance in general and the treatment of certain specific sins-wounds) in the next parts, when we will consider the intra-parish life of each member of the community-Parish-Eucharist, when we talk about the principles of ascetic ‘co-action of each member’ (about the ascetic work on oneself (zealous fulfillment of the Gospel commandments (Love for God and neighbor), the struggle with passions, with everything that stands (stands) between me and the Other, which hinders the realization of the Loving hypostatic perichoresis of parishioners in the Holy Spirit) for the sake of growing into the Body of each parishioner individually), through which the Body of Love grows: ‘That we may grow up in all things into Him who is the head, Christ, from whom the whole body, joined and knit together by what every joint supplies, according to the effective working by which every part does its share, causes growth of the body for the edifying of itself in love’ (see 1 Cor. 12, Eph. 4, and others)). In Part I, we talked a little about repentance, forgiveness of sins, and healing from sinful wounds-passions. We said that only that sin (wound, illness) is healed which I hate, which I am already allergic to (to this sin); that is, even if I wanted to commit it again, I can’t – I have a repulsion (allergy) to this sin on all levels of my being (similarly to biological life, even if I want to eat something to which I am allergic, but the body (my being) reflexively rejects this allergen, does not accept it even to death – that is, the body would rather die than accept this product to which it is allergic) – that is, I would rather die than commit it (this sin)! In the UOC-KP, they won’t tell you what we are talking about (except in those rare ‘pharmacies,’ which we mentioned above). So the sin is forgiven (= the wound is healed, the illness is cured) if a person is allergic to it (as soon as a person hears about the sin, they immediately feel disgust and hatred towards it (this sin)). Therefore, if a person repents in confession, it means that they will die but will not commit this sin! And people (often), having heard that abortion is a terrible sin of murder, rush to confess it (we are not talking now about what the Sacrament is and its essence – this is an intra-parish Eucharistic, catholic action, the purpose of which is membership in the Parish-Eucharist, and not the egoistic-consumer use of the Church Body for their extra-church purposes! We are not talking about this now! We are talking about how pagans buy and how priests-sacrificers sell ‘spiritual’ services-needs), that is (in most cases) to pity themselves and lull the conscience that exposes the murderer! To honestly say that I hate this sin and will not commit it even under the threat of death, one must have strength within, that is, already be healed from this sin! Therefore, the first confession is only the diagnosis of the serious illness of child murder! And it is treated for years, provided there is correct parish, Eucharistic life! And do not deceive yourself that you SINCERELY promised yourself and others never to commit this sin again. Look at the apostle Peter, who beat his chest, sincerely swore that he would not betray Christ (sincerely! He believed in himself, was convinced, relying on his emotions), that he would die for Christ, that he would not renounce Him, even if he had to die! The end of this drama is known to everyone. As soon as Peter found himself in the appropriate circumstances, it turned out that there was no strength to remain faithful, only dreams and fantasies based on emotions; Peter’s rhetoric quickly changed from ‘I will die for You!’ to ‘I do not know this Man!’. Speaking harshly about the sin of child murder, we do not in any way condemn people who have sinned with this sin, we do not throw stones at them, but on the contrary, trying, loving and being merciful, to help them repent correctly, to be healed and enter here and now into the Kingdom of God, which has already come and into which sinners enter (murderers (see the repentant thief-terrorist, crucified with Christ on Golgotha, who repented), tax collectors, prostitutes and whores, who repent!), who repent (correctly!). Therefore, forgive us if you felt insult or disdain and disgust towards you, who stumbled in life with this sin! Forgive us, do not be offended, do not defend yourself, do not justify yourself, for the sake of Christ bear with us! Likewise, men and women, murderers of their children (extra, unwanted, who are a burden, a threat to a comfortable life, etc.; bear these harsh statements, and let them be for you for humility and responsibility and faithfulness to the work of repentance) must not dream but repent and know that the sin is indeed healed (the terrible sinful wound, hellish is healed) – they must take under their care mentally ill children, Downs (severely ill children, whose parents’ lives are not sweet, but they did not kill these children, but gave them life, took up their cross and bear it – parents-murderers of their HEALTHY children should help carry their cross. Limit themselves and their living children, tighten themselves (because they killed ‘extra’ children for the sake of space and comfort) and devote time and funds (AS MUCH AS THEY CAN and UNDER THE CLOSE supervision of your SPIRITUAL ADVISOR!!!) to THEIR (!!!) severely ill children (Downs, autists, etc.), who should now be YOURS, who live in families you help bear their cross! It would be very good to adopt such a child (severely ill), of course, if there is strength and opportunity! But everything should be done within the limits of strength (spiritual, mental, physical) and with DISCERNMENT and, most importantly, with ADVICE! This is a sign that the sin is being healed, that you have truly taken responsibility for the sin committed by us: because by killing our healthy children, mentally and physically handicapped children are born in other families! We are each guilty before each other in everything, and the consequences of each sin fall on all humanity! This is how (in principle, not in form; for the form of repentance can be different!) one must repent, and not stand near the lectern in front of the priest to pity oneself, drowning in emotions of self-pity and deceiving oneself that everything is already behind – there is no sin, the priest absolved and released! But in fact, a person entered an even worse state: because to the wound, the illness, which did not decrease (and often progresses, waiting for an opportunity to manifest itself in symptoms, under favorable conditions), was added the deception of health! This principle of repentance applies to all sins without exception!