And now let’s remind (again and again) the most important thing in repentance (without which New Testament repentance as following Jesus (denying oneself and taking up one’s cross) is unthinkable) – the Gospel: God-Love – your Father, Daddy, and your Father (Father) – is God-Love!!! And this means that You are always and everywhere Divinely Loved!!! And this means that you are always Gifted with everything necessary (with abundance) for Bliss-Happiness, You are in Paradise every moment (objectively)!!! And if we remember the Gifts, God’s Gifts (Father to His children), then let’s say about them (God’s Love) in one word: everything, absolutely everything (including Father-Love; “absolutely everything” – absolute), that exists outside of my Self (alright, including Me) – this is all mine (forever and unconditionally), given to me by Father-Love!!! So, wherever You are, know that the Kingdom of God (all the fullness of Bliss-Love) – is Yours, given to You (since it is a Gift, it is clear that – without any conditions, and it is clear that – forever!) by Father-Love!!! Wherever You have wandered, led by foolish passions-desires in blind pride-deception-anger, even to the bottom of hell, even further from God than the devil himself and all demons combined, – firmly know (believe!): everything that Father-Love has given You – it (the Kingdom of God) is Yours and You can use it as Your own at any time (of course, getting to It; just like a car that was given to You when You were still small, – it is Yours, but to use it, you need to get to it and know how to use it! But it is Yours and always waiting for You!); in other words, You are always a Spiritual billionaire, just not always able to use Your billions, opportunities, potentials, – but they (Gifts) are inalienable and always Yours (repent – and use them as much as you want!); Father loves You unconditionally (whether You are holy like the Virgin Mary or sinful like the devil-satan – You are Divinely Loved by the Father!!!), the doors of the House (the Kingdom of Heaven), that is, the Divine, full of Love-Mercy, embraces of the Father-Daddy are open for You – and all that is Yours is waiting for You!!! Once again, I say: whatever You have done (“created”) – even if You blew up the whole Universe, and everything and everyone in it, – Father Loves You (Father’s Love (for You) is unconditional, Father loves You not for something (when You do something (good, …)) or do not do (evil, …)), but simply because You are (God is Love – therefore Divinely (equally, or better to say: immeasurably) Loves everyone, everything, and always, and how much (to what extent) who accepts (or does not accept) that Love, is another question!)),
– run to the Father and tell Him everything, and at the same time, You will be convinced that Father-Love continues to Love You (He forgave You everything even before the creation of the world!), just as He did when You were fulfilling
all the Commandments of God and doing good to the entire Universe (to everyone and everything!), and He keeps for You the Gifts given to You (by Him): the Kingdom of God, Eternal Bliss of Divine by Grace Hypostatic Personal in communion-perichoresis Life!!!
And one more thing: the choice – where to go? – is small (to Heaven or to hell, and no third option is given!), and if you think about it, it becomes obvious that there really is no choice: in hell no one is waiting for You (whether You deserve hell or not!), no one needs You there, and there (in hell) everyone (that is, You) hates You and wants to kill You! But in Heaven (in the Father’s House) – everyone Loves You (unconditionally: whether You are sinful or righteous, worthy or unworthy), everyone is waiting for You, everyone is praying for You and wishes You the Kingdom of Heaven and Eternal Peace-Bliss!!! – But I am a sinner, I killed (a maniac, terrorist, satanist…), I committed adultery (pedophile, …), I “arrived late” (in the Old and New Testaments) in both direct and figurative senses of this word, I blew up the universe, I… – So what are we going to do now?! Where will we go?! (Sitting in one place, going nowhere – is moving into hell!). To hell or to Heaven?! Once again, I say: in hell no one is waiting for You, You are not needed there, everyone there hates You (does it really feel good to be in a company where everyone hates you and wants to kill you?!)! – But in Heaven… I am a sinner… I am unworthy!.. Let me reveal to You another Gospel secret: only the unworthy enter Heaven (those who consider themselves unworthy of any Good, even hell), sinners (with any sins), who repent, that is, believed in the Gospel that God is Father-Love, who poured out the fullness of the Grace of the Holy Spirit (the Kingdom of God) on everyone through His Son, the Lord Jesus!!! Therefore, as soon as you come to your senses, realize that you have sinned, – remember Father-Love and, like (at least like) the prodigal son, run to the Father!!! No matter how many times you fall, no matter how grievously you sin: repent, that is, get up and go to the Father – He misses You very much, He is waiting for You (the most precious, most beloved, most special, unique, only son (daughter))! Make the Father happy – come to Him (through repentance) through the Son by the Holy Spirit!!! Amen!